So is this what it's like to feel heavy like a rock?~helpless?
I will not be sitting in any chair for any length of time for awhile. It's just too danged uncomfortable. The nerves or discs are outa whack again and making life feel a lot out of sorts. That rock in the ToddlerGrands swing just about shows how it feels to ' not feel.' Maybe that's what traction is supposed to feel like...stretching the rope til it snaps...the only thing is, would I even know it? There is so much that is so numb, it doesn't make any sense to think it's going to go away on it's own. Kind of like that rock, it can hardly move itself out of the swing, someone or something has to make the initiative to assist. I, in reference, cannot feel myself from the waist down tonight. Ok, ok, I ' do ' need to address this, find an option. It cannot go on much longer. I already do not trust myself .... thank God for cruise control and visuals. Maybe tomorrow will be better...it's the ' walk in the lake, day.' I think I will wet a line and catch supper. Positive thinking, when all else fails, right?
Have a wonderful day until I get out of this funk.