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Wednesday, July 11, 2012

Numb is Heavy

Alright, already!
So is this what it's like to feel heavy like a rock?~helpless?
I will not be sitting in any chair for any length of time for awhile.  It's just too danged uncomfortable.  The nerves or discs are outa whack again and making life feel a lot out of sorts.  That rock in the ToddlerGrands swing just about shows how it feels to ' not feel.'  Maybe that's what traction is supposed to feel like...stretching the rope til it snaps...the only thing is, would I even know it?  There is so much that is so numb, it doesn't make any sense to think it's going to go away on it's own.  Kind of like that rock, it can hardly move itself out of the swing,  someone or something has to make the initiative to assist.  I, in reference, cannot feel myself from the waist down tonight.  Ok, ok, I ' do ' need to address this, find an option.  It cannot go on much longer.  I already do not trust myself ....  thank God for cruise control and visuals.  Maybe tomorrow will be better...it's the ' walk in the lake, day.'  I think I will wet a line and catch supper.  Positive thinking, when all else fails, right?

Have a wonderful day until I get out of this funk.  


TexWisGirl said...

i'm sorry, dar. that sounds rough! i hope you get better soon!

Paula said...

Sounds scary too. Be careful and feel better soon.

Muffy's Marks said...

Oh dear, I wish I could take your pain away. I hope you feel better soon!!

jack69 said...

As stated above, it does sound a little scary. You are doing a good job of helping to visualize how you feel. I hate it. I do hope the 'walkin the lake day' does it. Also hope you catch something.

Jump, no walk, into the lake, really, maybe that will help.

Love and prayers from here. Fred says to say he loves you guys and feels like he knows you!

Cicero Sings said...

Dear oh dear ... so sorry to hear of the pain you are experiencing! Dear Father in Heaven, please to relieve Dar's pain and ease her suffering. Give her strength through this ordeal ... let your peace enshroud her. And Father, bring healing to that back so that Dar can continue to live life to the full and bring blessing to those she comes in contact with. AMEN!

Shug said...

Oh...bless your heart! Back pain is not good at all...My back has been out several times, but nothing compared to this...Blessings, sweetie..will be praying for your Healing!! Take care and rest..don't overdo!!

Cher' Shots said...

The curse of the family - overworked, weakened backs. Instead of just walking in the lake, you should really try to SWIM ... swimming is great for the back.
'love & hugs from afar'